The big 2 and 2.

My birthday is tomorrow and I am depressed.

Darn the PMS and mood-swings. I really have to say that it doesn't usually hit me this hard but now, here I am, hyper and tired at the same time. I'm on the edge and I feel like I could just bite off the head of anyone who even thinks of looking at me the wrong way. Yep. I feel extremely hostile for no reason at all. The worst thing? is that I'm rational enough to know and understand that I'm feeling extremely hostile for no reason at all.

I'm just tried and frazzled I'm sure. I'm not even particularly busy right now. I just want this hormone thing to be over with before I seriously damage some relationships with my friends.

You'd think that if I were rational enough to know that I'm a little unbalanced right now, that I wouldn't do anything I wouldn't do on a normal rationally balanced day right?


Aaah... the mysteries of life.