muhihihihi the beginning of the end... of June

I just realised that April is over. may is over. It's the middle of June. It's the beginning of the end of June actually. Which means... I have a month till exams?!! I have to get my act together (T_T)

Remember... I might have mentioned before about my seminar where I have to write a 4000-character report for 4 different teachers... (T__T) Imagine a 4-5 page report to 4 different teachers... which doesn't should too bad since it's in English but how am I supposed to do it in Japanese!!

Actually there is something I've just recently noticed about myself. I feel that I am definitely improving in my language skills. Most definitely but then I've just realised that I've been ignoring a very important facet of my education.

I think... I might have only the mental ability of that when I left MD 3 years ago! I haven't changed at all! I haven't made any improvement in general knowledge- much less on what I'm studying right now!

I've been focusing on Japanese but not so much on knowledge in general! Which I now realise is probably partially the reason why i don't feel any matureness in answering during exams.

I know I haven't improved much in English at all - I'm most probably at the same mental age as wehn I left MD (which I hope wasn't anything below 2 digits ;_; ). Here I am, one of my dreams - as a student a dream I wanted to accomplish was to hand in essays which show deep thinking, awesome theories which some sense of stylistic writing, but no! I barely accomplished anything to my self-satisfaction during MD and I have less hope of accomplishing such a thing even now!

Everything I write is shallow. I am really dissatisfied with this.

Dissatisfied and Unsatisfied.

... Could anyone tell me what the difference is between those two?

Anyway, I've vented enough today. (^_^) *feel so much better now*


egad. If this is one extra day of school a week does to me, I do NOT want to imagine how that'll effect me in the weeks to come. Need to find a way to vent out this stressssss-- could somebody drag me to karaoke one day, pretty puh-leeaaase!!? Or maybe I should start jogging again. =_=;

It's Friday!

Well, it's Friday! And I never thought that I would ever say this! -but I have a class tomorrow! LoL - well it's not so bad I guess, since I have only one class-

Anyway. I don't have anything else to do today so I think I'll just go back to the apartment... and do my homework. Oh well. I guess, life's alright right now.

Uwaaa

I couldn't post anything here due to the sudden holiday we had starting 2 weeks ago. There was a measles outbreak or summat so they shut down the entire University for about 10 days until yesterday. I can finally check my mail!!

Anyway now they say that the classes missed during the sudden holiday would be made up for on Saturdays. For my Faculty, it'll be for approximately 7 weeks from this week which means that I'm going to have a 6-day school week from this week till the last week of this semester, which is the 4th of August! Man I'm so dead. This is so not good. So not.

It's a good thing that anyway my Wednesdays are free so I do technically still have 2 days of no-school. Maybe?

I shudder just thinking about when that week comes to replace one of my Thursdays. That means taking classes from 8.50 to 6.30pm on that Saturday! (=_=) Well I guess I can look at it this way-- at least I won't be wandering around my apartment wondering if I should go out and play... or what. My goodness. I might actually be able to save more~ hahahha

I wish.

Anyway... I'm off to finish some of my reports. I'd been laying off and bumming around my entire holiday. Well of course I did spend a few days studying Japanese... my goodness my kanji level is so low! I should have continued taking some classes at least... but no.... anyway.

Later!